Saturday, February 12, 2011

Dat awkward moment u tink bout sumone all da time and then u realize they probably neva tink bout u

SUMTIME
we care too much.. we worry too much.. we tink too much.. we hope too much.. we luf too much.. we mish too much.. we expect too much..

WHY do people hav to lose things to find out wat they rili mean...??
People say u dun know wht u've got until its gone.. 


TRUTH is, u knew wat u had, u juz tot u'd neva lose it..

Aishiteru (Menunggu) by Zivilia Band


Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
menantikan kehadiran dirimu
entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
saat kau jauh disana
ooo…

*)
Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
apakah sama yang kau rasakan

reff:
walau raga kita terpisah jauh
namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
terhapus ruang dan waktu
percayakan kesetiaan ini
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru

Bridge:
hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
perasaan resah gelisah
jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
o…uo..
banyak segala misi dan ambisimu
akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

kembali ke *)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Mat Over - Kerabu Pucuk Paku



Kerabu pucuk paku sayur kacang
Panggang ikang puyu tumbuk sambal belacang
Celur pucuk labu buat ulam
Tanok nasi beras usang
Ikang kering anok tamban

Nak makan sedak kita pitih tak dok
Bini beranok rapat anok rama telajok
Kalau pisang sikat kite dok dang koyok
Ade lagi hok duk teriok
Hok ni kecing hok ni berok

Tamboh pulok keje buleh sikit sikit
Banyok hok duk sajer perabih duit
Lepah-lepah isyak dok dang makang nasi
Bosang anok duk jerit
Pagi-pagi mitok duit

c/o

Kadang-kadang mari pikir dalang hati
Macang maner care nak tamboh rezeki
Mujurlah pagi ni ade saing mari
Ajok nega kecik-kecik
Rase senang dlm ati

Ambe nega buat kusi rotan
Ade warne coklat warne itang
Nak ator dekat jabat keraftangan
Jalan kolej Bukit Bintang
Buleh tamboh pendapatang

Begitulah care kalu mau idup
Buat ape saje yg kite sanggup
Jgn duduk saje buat bucit perut
Lame-lame buleh meletup
Anok bini buleh cabut

Ulang (c/o)

Org tue dulu ade bese pesan
Kalu-kalu kite nok wi anok jarang
Rebuh akor kayu buwi bini makan
10 tahun buleh sorang

Already knoe..

Im  LIAR cause i wont tell ya everything. Im STUPID cause sumtime im wrong. im UGLY cause ma face isnt perfect. Im a PUSHOVER cause i like making people hepy. Im LOSER cause im not fwen wif ur group. Im FAKE cause im too nice. Im WEIRD cause im not like ya. Im FAT cause i eat wen im hungry. Im CLINGY cause i dun like to b alone. Im INSECURE cause i care bout wat people tink of me. Im NO FUN cause im not always hyper. 


Dun try to tell me WHO I AM cause i ALREADY KNOE :)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

i can. i cant.

i can cloze ma eyes for things i dun want to see.
i can cloze ma ears for things i dun want to hear.
i can cloze ma mouth for things i dun want to say.
BUT i cant cloze ma heart for things i dun want to feel.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

to my dear bestie... thank you for always being thre

when did we bcome friends ? i cant really rmmber . it started in a simple way . bt it grew in a vry special place .. here in my HEART ! .. friendship is something that cn last forever . it only needs people who are willing enough to care and make friendship a LIFETIME PROMISE . real friendship isnt  affected by social status , distance or even time . with a real friend , you cn pick up a relationship where you left it , no matter how far away you've been or how long its been since you were together .. a real friend will always expect the best of you and will always stand her ground in defending you . silence is not the absence of sound . its the presence of what sounds cant express . and in my silence ... " IM HERE MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE ." we cn never say how our friendship would go and how long we will stay together . all i knew is that even we are miles apart , you remain as one of the special piece of puzzle completing my life . if everything would change and everything would fade , still i will not break the bond we've made . if you forget me , thre's nothing i can do . bt one thing is for sure , i still be here for you . the best of friendship doesn't only show when you're together . it shows when you're apart yet you realize that despite distance and silence , friendship still SURVIVES .. it doesnt mean i dont care when i prefer to be silent . rmmber that presence isnt measured on how often you talk but on how often you listen . dont worry , im just here ... always ! i may not have the widest arm to hug you when you have a problem . i may not have the best shoulder for you to cry on when you need one . bt i have a biggest heart to keep you forever . you dont need to hear my VOICE to know that i CARE . and you dont have to feel my TOUCH to know that im HERE . you just have to know that somewhere , somehow im always here for you . caring quietly ! i may not be your most charming friend or someone special to be proud of .. bt for just keeping me in your life is enough reason for me to say  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME OCCUPY A SPACE !!! when the day comes that you stop needing me , i give you space and leave you alone . bt i'll never stop being here for you because i still want to remain as someone you never thought you still have . when you dont see something , it doesnt mean its not thre . i may not always be visible bt it doesnt take visibility for you to know THAT I CARE ! days end so quick and time runs so fast . we never know how things would last . bt one time is for sure that even without seeing each other , IM JUST HERE .. i cn never choose the people who  will come into my life . bt i cn always choose the ones i wanted to stay forever . those people i know worth keeping is LIKE YOU !! call me up when you heart needs company . tke my hand when you feel alone . turn to me when you need someone to lean on . because till time runs out , i will always stay around . you've been good to me and im glad to have you around . if time comes that you feel you havent done nothing good ,THINK OF ME ! and rmmber that i do believe that you are worthy enough to be treasured FOREVER ! if ever i'll be gone tomorrow , hope you wont forget the things i did for you . even if its not enough to satisfy you , i just want you to know that in every single thing i did , i've been a TRUE FRIEND to you . i may not always be thre when you need me bt a part of me laugh when you're happy . and cries when you're sad . the other part stay strong enough to pray for you . that's the best thing a friend could do . TAKE CARE ALWAYS !!!